Friday, October 31

no man stands as tall as when he kneels to help a child.

talents. we all have them. even though we may think so poorly bout ourselves (perhaps under the fallacious impression of humility), we have them. and we must utilise them. for what purpose and activity all depends on the individual but deep down inside, we know we must use it. if not, how then can we justify possessing that god-given talent?

heard 2 wonderful songs today... think i've found the second one but the first one (the one i realli wanna find) has something bout mary crying... or something. damn. if anyone has any inkling wat the song may be or was at the poetry-reading, pls tell me.

Thursday, October 30

after every exam, i tell myself that i should work harder and not disappoint others and myself. but every time, i disappoint myself all the same. itz time... i've told myself time and time again to change for the better. and this time, i'm determined to put my all into the things tt i want to achieve. and grades for once, will be one thing on tt list. even as i say this, i must stress my philosophy (sounds weird, who cares). dun stress urself unduly over studying. if u do so, u wun enjoy it and watz the pt in doing tt? to me at least. owells, everyone is entitled to their own opinion. and undoubtedly, very few ppl live in similar bubbles as i do. sighz. so sad.
dun u think song should be part of lit? i'm starting to wonder bout it. we talk about tone in poetry so y can't we in song? a song may or may not have a structure. sure, there are trashy songs out there with meaningless lyrics but there are pop books too. if any of my u become a lit teacher or moe nonsense, i'll persuade u to change lit to include song.
have u ever looked at urself in the mirror? well, u should. cos only then can u see the imperfections in u and the perfection in Him.

Monday, October 27

this is like super late but its quite a gd feeling to win something. for all those who dun alreadi know, rj soccer beat vj soccer 3-0 at vj. heh. felt quite gd to win. hopefully, we'll feel that more in the future.

promos... so far b, d, d and lit doesn't look to gd. hopefully, i'll be able to do maths s. but if not, i dun mind. promos are the last thing on my mind now and forever. heh. now, is time to enjoy life. thinking bout buying a nice (read: expensive) semi-acoustic to pamper myself. will def have to give it some thought. i think i shall.

Saturday, October 18

your little girl got dealt a bad hand, so did u. Boomtown

how unappreciative are we of our wonderful lives. ttz wat they... truly wonderful. we moan and groan at the senseless mindless mugging for promos. we curse and swear when we get... diao-ed. my pt is.. as is always the case (=P), y so unhappy? u know those oft irritating reminders that it takes like <10 muscles to smile and >20 muscles to frown. so do it. i was actually gonna blog earlier to complain bout studying for promos, bout how tired i am, bout how i dun feel refreshing effects of taking a bath. but i took another bath not too long ago, and as the cold water ____ my skin (can't find the word, bleah), i found my second wind. the one i've been looking for so long for. the one tt we all need from time to time to give new purpose to our ever-changing lives. hope u find ur second wind. dun worry, it wun be too long till my next post.

[bran] sorry man! wazzup? itz been so long since we've talked largely due to the fact tt i haven't been on icq/msn for like... months? catch up soon ya...

Thursday, October 2

wat am i doing online at this god-forsaken hour? pw. yes, how sad. the only time i come to blog in more than a week is to curse and swear at pw. its sad tt i'm gonna get screwy marks for my pw. the words of simple plan's perfect are simple but kinda apt at times like these. when ur not perfect enough for certain ppl. pathetic radio deejays are... sad. i'm... not as happy as i normally am.