Friday, January 7

the good thing about sporadic updating is that almost no one reads ur blog. (at least i hope) so it becomes what it was meant to be in the first place (at least for me), a place to express ur deepest thoughts.

anyway, i feel like such an ass now after reading pplz blogs cos it reminds me of the many frenz that i've either lost contact of or drifted slightly away from. now i understand what **** was feeling when he was leaving and he started to think of all the frenz that he unwittingly (or God forbid, knowingly) pushed aside. i feel just like him. except that, i'm not going anywhere. unless pulau tekong counts. i could start blabbering bout how life's lidat and how itz not realli my fault. but i guess, all i wanna say is, if you are my fren, and i've been a horrible one so far, please forgive me. i'll try to be a better one now.

k... maybe ppl shud read this now. so... i'll update more? depends.