Sunday, November 6

this is me. (at least i think so... at times)

i am the boy who am doing this because two of my closest frenz did it, inspiring me cos i think this is a great way of self-discovery (to articulate out the things you always thought but never said out loud).

i am the boy who either doesn't say enough because he thinks too carefully about what he should say or talks too much because he gets carried away and hasn't thought through what he wants to say.

i am the boy who loves his frenz, and hates himself for not having enough time for every single one of them.

i am the boy who has a special place in his heart for every fren, and there's a 4+ year old hole in this heart that can't be replaced.

i am the boy who's learning to be a man, and finds that it's no easy journey.

i am the boy who's a hopeless romantic (serendipity is my fav movie... ttz how hopeless), yet has never been truly attached (maybe itz cos of how hopeless i am, that things have to be as surreal as in the movies)

i am the boy who's a christian, and isn't afraid of saying so. (what does that mean? i guess it means i love my god.)

i am the boy who wishes he were taller, but knows that everything else about him more than compensates for his lack of height.

i am the boy who feels so blessed just be alive, because he's 'seen', 'heard', 'felt' death in so many ways, from so many people that he knows the true joy of just being alive.

i am the boy who wants to listen to everything you say, if you would tell him.

i am the boy who has lots of things to say, if you want to listen.

i am the boy who just wants a girl to love him, as much as he'll love her.

i am the boy right here waiting, waiting for the right moment, waiting for the right person.

i am just another boy, yet a special boy.