watched 2 'my kinda' shows during the hols... love actually and crazy first love (korean). love actually's more typical soppy romantic comedy type but the satire in crazy first love was hilarious. to me at least. every love show no matter how crappy gives me new insights into love. wat a loser i am. yup, i know. speculating and theorising about a topic i know nuts about. but its probably for the better. than i can keep my perfect, ideal love forever and ever. till it happens to me, or till my world irrevocably shatters.

go figure.

i need a gd star-gazing song. for those times when i'm running my 8km 'easy' run and i have to 'lift those heavy legs'. the stars are beautiful... aren't they? just like u and me. wonderfully and creatively made. enamoured is a nice word. doesn't come close to delirious or serendipity but it ain't bad. my scattered thoughts might just come back on a regular basis. depends.

woah... its been so long. betcha no one comes here anymore, which is gd. u know how working ppl always say students shud enjoy sch and all... i understand how they feel. work's bad. its monotonous, humourless and individualistic. the lack of interaction is prob wat i hate most. sux to bits. i wanna go watch love actually... would anyone wanna go with me? i wanna run off to some beautiful beach and stay there for the rest of my life. watching the discovery travel channel gives me weird ideas. or rather far-fetched ones. i wanna do so many things tt sometimes i mite not realli wanna do. and i'm not making sense though i think i am. so i shall stop. =)

haven't talked bout my day or the past day in a very long while so i shall. yesterday was a very fun guyz day/nite out. i'm prob gonna get shot for saying something like this, but sometimes its just better w/o girls. less complicated, brainless guy fun. i know i've prob said this b4 but i shall say this again. miss the s4 days. like mad. more often than not recently. k. i think i shall stop talking b4 i get into real trouble. watz up with me today?

mediocrity is a lonely place.

is it realli? that quote has stuck in my head for quite awhile. i feel like writing a gp essay on it. wat realli is mediocrity? is it more lonely or sad? i think i'm losing my mind. u would like tt wouldn't u? so would i. =P

dreams. intriguing things they are. wat do they actually mean? a representation of ur subconscious some ppl say. but wat exactly? its weird when u dream all the weirdest things. *doh* oops. not a smart comment there. hmm.. will talk more bout dreams when i gather my thoughts.

btw, got friendster alreadi and can't realli be bothered to go add ppl at the moment. so if ur interested, just add me. ceh245@yahoo.co.uk if u din alreadi know.

american beauty is realli beautiful. schs ending soon and i'm kinda glad. sometimes, i get so exasperated at trying. but i know tt i just have to take a step back and soon, i'll be fine in no time. raring to go yet again. i realise my first comment was rather out of pt but well. going to dl many movies and watch them. wat am i doing? think i'm losing the plot for having a blog. hmmz.