got some work done today... cleaning up my room tt is. always knew wat a pigsty i lived it, but didn't know it was this bad! lolz. sometimes, u so wanna get a companion and sometimes, u appreciate singlehood. decisions are never easy. my sentences are like a stream of thot. as they enter my brain, i type them out. itz getting late.

aimlessness is bad. my parents have been telling me tt and i can feel it too. but at the same time, the fun is realli enjoyable (is fun ever anything else?) gotta do some work soon or analyse some poetry to make me feel more at ease. dunno why but understanding a poem makes me feel... so much better. another thing makes me feel much better. sleep. nite.

4th in 4 days. just married. no-brainer show to watch with ur loved one. i didn't have one. getting over the sadness of not having one... soon.

dear fren, thx for all the time we've been together. even when we dun talk for months, i can still feel ur presence. we talk about anything and everything, i can even remember how many kids u want. =) i wish u all the best in what u do. i just pray tt we'll be there for each other whenever we need to. but i know, i know tt we will. we just seem to have tt chemistry. u've probably been having confusing thoughts over the past week or so. well, i've had them for years. just remember, tt no matter wat, we'll always remain frenz, forever there when we need each other.

tt was addressed to a specific person, only she will know.

watched my 3rd movie in 3 days. adaptation. i think for me it was kinda like an in-between of tears of the sun and the hours. ttz y i didn't like it as much probably. cos it didn't attempt to grab me either way. sighz. i feel like a bastard. itz so fun and easy to suan ppl but itz so wrong at times. sorry 'u-noe-who'. yeah.

no sch till 6th april... hmm. more time for me to slack. the more time u slack, the less u wanna get back into it. caught the hours today. wasn't too bad. a show which makes u think which is gd and bad depending on how u look at it. but wat i liked bout the hours was tt it talked bout wat i've been thinking bout for the past couple of weeks. life. live it. dun regret it.

All that is necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do nothing.
Edmund Burke

tears of the sun is gd, dunno why josh said it isn't. maybe cos itz my kind of movie. it has action sequences but most importantly, itz touching. sighz. i'm easily moved. i can just envision myself forgiving my gf for cheating on me because she's crying. i'm weak or watever u call it. alot of ppl have alot of opinions on 2nd intake. i don't think it matters much. if we meet, we might interact. if not, so be it. those leaving the sch, sad if u are my fren but wat can we do? life's about parting and meeting new people. most important lesson: enjoy the time u currently have with anyone u like. when itz time to miss, there's nothing to be done.