i need to get david tao's katrina... i must force myself to go learn david tao, john mayer, jason mraz once i ord or something. basically have the time to improve on my guitar-ing.
watched mr and mrs smith in camp recently. realise that i kinda like the show because they have such good chemistry. both jolie and pitt and the characters themselves. i think the first part was quite well scripted and the latter part was kinda disappointing. it was fun watching it with a bunch of guyz cos of stunning angelina jolie (she's not chio, but oh-so hot!), but it would have been so nice to watch it with someone else. if you know what i mean. (actually, you prob don't and i dun intend on telling you. lol.)
going to thailand next tues night. kinda looking forward to it cos itz like the last thing left in ocs. to some extent, wanna enjoy it with my platoon/wing mates cos we'll be going our separate ways rather soon. recently, i've been realising what people mean when they say that they miss being a trainee because of the bonding and all. i have this weird relationship with my buddy. sometimes, i think he doesn't realli like me but i think itz just him being moody and then at times, we're ok again. hmm... oh well. i'm quite thankful to have him as a buddy.
will blog again later cos i got quite a few things to say.

i know all illnesses suck but i especially hate stomach nonsense. i've had diarrhoea for 3 days now meaning i had a horrible weekend, and even though the diarrhoea's better, my stomach aches like mad, kinda like cramps. and this morning, both my sisters came down with what i think is food poisoning... vomitting, possible fever. sighz. i hate stomach problems.

u guys can do no wrong, and even if u did, i'd love you no less for it.
hey girl... dunno if u read this, but i love you and i'm sorry for wat i ever did.


been watching tons of one tree hill recently. i forgot why i loved tv shows so much. itz cos sometimes, they're a realli gd reflection of life. as much as people try to deny it, lots of tv shows actually try and portray reality. but cos of cynicism and perhaps self-denial, we dun see it. like literature, movies, songs... (k... songs not realli at times). thats why i'm thankful for the phases where i like books, or poetry, or serials. k... i like them all the time; just that i have phases where i enjoy them more.


this next part only applies to those who know something bout one tree hill. i know lots of people think that itz realli just a beverlyhills90210 and it tries to hard to be 'arty'. kinda like lucas in the show (played by chad michael murray) who tries to be good and all but screws it up from time to time. and after awhile, it gets kinda repetitive. but isn't that kinda like real life? we all try realli hard to be the person we wanna be and the person we think we are, but sometimes, we screw up. we care bout tons of people, but we're not always sure who we love. sometimes, we lie... to protect ourselves, to protect others. is honesty the best policy?


Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you
When the stars go blue