u guys can do no wrong, and even if u did, i'd love you no less for it.
hey girl... dunno if u read this, but i love you and i'm sorry for wat i ever did.


been watching tons of one tree hill recently. i forgot why i loved tv shows so much. itz cos sometimes, they're a realli gd reflection of life. as much as people try to deny it, lots of tv shows actually try and portray reality. but cos of cynicism and perhaps self-denial, we dun see it. like literature, movies, songs... (k... songs not realli at times). thats why i'm thankful for the phases where i like books, or poetry, or serials. k... i like them all the time; just that i have phases where i enjoy them more.


this next part only applies to those who know something bout one tree hill. i know lots of people think that itz realli just a beverlyhills90210 and it tries to hard to be 'arty'. kinda like lucas in the show (played by chad michael murray) who tries to be good and all but screws it up from time to time. and after awhile, it gets kinda repetitive. but isn't that kinda like real life? we all try realli hard to be the person we wanna be and the person we think we are, but sometimes, we screw up. we care bout tons of people, but we're not always sure who we love. sometimes, we lie... to protect ourselves, to protect others. is honesty the best policy?


Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you
When the stars go blue