it's not that i dun care... pls dun think so. if u wanna fault me... then fault me for caring too much. for trying to hard and failing... for thinking too much in things u think are as clear as black and white. but i do care... i realli do.

dun u just love 'a' names? adele... alexis... astrid... just beautiful names dun u think? i think so...

too few ppl know what life's truly about... it's like you get caught up in doing everything that you should do that you dun do what you want to do... and in the end, ttz wat truly matters. of cos an education, a gd job, money is impt. but is it that f-ing important that you forgo your happiness? sometimes, i think death doesn't happen often enough. if a special person in our life died every once in awhile, we would appreciate our lives more and know what exactly we wanna do and do it. dreams. dare to dream but more importantly, dare to try and fulfill that dream. ... i'm too pissed off to type anymore. sighz.

... the language that everyone on earth was capable of understanding in their heart. it was love. ... it was the pure language of the world. it required no explanation, just as the universe needs none as it travels through endless time. ... because, when ou know that language, it's easy to understand that someone in the world awaits you, whether it's in the middle of the desert or in some great city. and when two such people encounter each other, and their eyes meet, the past and the future become unimportant. there is only that moment, and the incredible certainty that everything under the sun has been written by one hand only. it is the hand that evokes love, and creates a twin soul for every person in the world. without such love, one's dreams would have no meaning.

the alchemist, paulo coelho

may you dream wonderful dreams, as i do; and may you find meaning in them, as i will one day.

it's time yet again for one of my reflections on a soppy romantic movie. forces of nature may have a reed-thin plot, relatively poor acting and many other flaws but its simple message stands out. like ben affleck's char said, i believe in one perfect person, that when i meet that person, everything else will fade away. that there'll be a bubble around us. that love's perfect... and its everything. everything that realli matters.
i've come to realise that there's more than one perfect person out there. that everything won't fade away. that love has its ups and downs. but i still believe that love's perfect. that its everything. that the downs only serve to put everything into perspective. that the ups are oh-so worth it. and that love's all that realli matters... to me at least.

there's something about never-ending love stories. jag... smallville... many, many others... sometimes u love them, sometimes u hate them. why can't lana and clark ever stay together? because ppl dun like watching happily-ever-afters. sure we want one, but we always like watching conflict. a good piece of literature (theatre, prose, tv) always has a main conflict, and many subconflicts. and it'll only be resolved with a climax just before the end. so for those, like me, wanting to be clark and wishing he and lana would stay together forever... happy waiting.

partner stretch... hehe. guyz screaming... hehe. awkward positions... hehe. how i would love to know what you're thinking rite now... hehe.